I got a lot of prep the first day on what grief would be like. Major points being: to let yourself feel it, be careful not to do anything drastic, and that you're not alone. Hearing from other people who have gone through and understand grief was a huge help. I'm the type who knows … Continue reading nitty gritty
I had a dream about her. I had a feeling that may happen at some point, but I didn't think it would happen today. I guess I would think the same thing if it happened on any other day. Maybe I just didn't want it to happen. All morning, I had this nagging feeling... take a … Continue reading this one’s for me
Grief is a strange beast. I've lost friends, some extended family, but this is different. This is in my body. This is coursing through my skin. It's painful and... weird. I never expected to react the way I did when I was told my mother died. I had been detached for almost 15 years. In the … Continue reading the beginning
Originally posted 3/29/2019 via Instagram. I wish I could say this was easy for me. Even after everything, it’s so hard. Some of you know the story, some of you don’t. Some of you have your own pieces, some I have kept as my own. Some of you saw the times where she was wonderful, … Continue reading mom
They don’t mean you any harm They’re not looking to take you away They’re looking to share everything They’re looking to give everything . They’ve got healed over parts They’ve had broken hearts They see you as no threat They see you beautiful as you are . To be with you To be near you … Continue reading the ones that could change your life
Downer day: a day where you feel so low, so depressed, so anxious, so scared, so drained etc. that you can't leave the house. I notice it when I wake up, what kind of day it'll be. When it's a downer day for me, there's a lot of fear and that fear blossoms feelings of … Continue reading they call them the downer days
One day I’ll have it One day I’ll know it . A partner A best friend A love unconditional . Someone to cry to Someone to hold onto Someone to root for Someone to stare at in awe of . For now, I’ll go back I’ll do all of that again for myself I’ve always … Continue reading one of these days
